/ Sunday, April 29, 2012
Its gonna be a tough 2 weeks from now on..
You know the agony when you have a lot of fun things to do but you are forced to study?
Its bad.........
Or are all the fun stuff appear to be fun only when you are studying?
I dont even know.
What i know now is. I REALLY WANNA FUCKING DO THEM ALL!
Yeah..
Staring at the wall can be interesting when you're studying.
Basically, thats how it is now.
I have a bucket list.
But that can wait.
Right as of now,
I really wish i can open my mind and get some school stuff in.
Den pray that my exam will be manageable and get the fuck on with life.
I so need a vacation, a break.
A break from my routine life.
You know my routine now..
Wake up, wash up, go to school or work, study in school or at work, go home at 10pm, shower and study till 3am, wakes up and the cycle continues.
I kinda wanna bang the wall every morning.
The sun is so beautiful when i lie on my bed.
But its sucha mean ass when i have to walk under it.
I need...to wake up..with nothing in my mind.
Not as in nothing at all...
But at least i wanna have some new exciting thoughts.
Not do the same thing over again for the 9000th time.
I dont mind waking up walking aimlessly in the QUIET HOUSE.
And i emphasize on quiet because, i really like it when no one's home.
Nobody ask me any questions, i do what i like okay.
Just sit there and daze.
I dont mind doing that for a few days before i get back to reality again.
HAHAHAHAS.
Right....
Rant done.
Time to get back to memorizing shit.
-.-